Friday, October 27, 2006
3:49:00 PM
Just Being Home
che-che bureche
He (the VP) was on a training or seminar that someone else has to lend me his laptop otherwise I would not be able to chat and surf the net on my lonely nights (hehehe). Anyway, just this morning, I was told that I can use this during weekend. Good enough, coz it has a sound card thus I'd be able to listen to some filipino music over the net.Good for me...or so I thought.
Yes, I got to hear some familiar voice singing pretty familiar songs. It was weird though. Thought I was caught in a place, dimension very much close to me. Until such I cannot contain, I cried once again. Cried until I was tired of crying. I just felt something was wrong. I was in an emotion captured just by mere listening to melodies that soothed and fed my soul, but I realized I am here in a very unfamiliar place. Maybe that was it. I was missing home, just being in our home. He, kuya and i, no matter how diversed our music can be, at some point, have a lot of music/song we listen to together. It was during weekend, we just played these songs while cleaning the house, while playing with or sending the kids to sleep, while cooking, while doing the laundry...or even just while we have nothing much to do.
I have always complained being in that house. Comfort wise, it doesn't have much to offer. A little shower would flood the pathway, not to mention having to contain being around with people you don't practically like...
But I just miss being home. I miss being in the same feeling again.
hi Che,
i just read ur email. i'll see what i can do abt it.
anyway, baka kaya ka masyadong emotional because you are pregnant. I mean nakakadagdag ??
hope you are doing ok. konting araw na lang naman...
Homesickness! wag ka na kaya makipagchat muna kina Niño??
Don't be too emotional...hey! familiar lines hahahaha!
But seriously bes, it is not good for the baby, think of her naman.
Take care ok?
I agree. Think of the baby Che. So, be happy ok? At least try to disregard sad thoughts. Ü
anne ikaw ba tong anonymous?!kinakabahan ako sa yo ah!
ako yung anony. Ü bat kasi anonymous napindot ko. engot!
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