Tuesday, October 03, 2006
12:29:00 AM
Struggle Within
che-che bureche
It would be another 9 months of struggle for me - going and coming from
work, being picky with foods, sensitivity to both pleasant and unpleasant
odors and endless mood swings.
I do not blame her or him. It was our fault anyway. But I certainly do not
like her at all.
I still have her despite countless attempts (at least just in my mind) of
aborting her. Having her complete her vitals signs within me is the most
righteous thing to do. I am afraid of karma. But still, I don't like her.
These thoughts keep wandering inside my shallow mind. How selfish can I get
sometimes I thought.Would I tell her all about these when she's born? Would
I tell her that the moment I recognized life within me, I already started to
hate it?
I don't know. I just don't like having her.
work, being picky with foods, sensitivity to both pleasant and unpleasant
odors and endless mood swings.
I do not blame her or him. It was our fault anyway. But I certainly do not
like her at all.
I still have her despite countless attempts (at least just in my mind) of
aborting her. Having her complete her vitals signs within me is the most
righteous thing to do. I am afraid of karma. But still, I don't like her.
These thoughts keep wandering inside my shallow mind. How selfish can I get
sometimes I thought.Would I tell her all about these when she's born? Would
I tell her that the moment I recognized life within me, I already started to
hate it?
I don't know. I just don't like having her.
*September 12, 2006
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