Wednesday, January 18, 2006
9:48:00 PM
Rage
Anne
To you user-friendly acquaintance,
Because of you my good friend is broken hearted. You told him you are ready to commit and would love to be in a relationship. You told him these words when he professed how enthralled he was with you.
So, he spent most of his time with you. He was very happy. I think in fact he considers it one of the happiest moments in his life. He was indeed in love with you. I know. He told me. He just can’t help talking about you. You were his alphabet. Let me rephrase that. You were almost his life. Ok fine, I may be exaggerating. But I just don’t know how to put into words the way he was when he was still courting you. He has changed. A lot.
I was happy for him. He would tell me, “I can’t wait for that day na magiging kami na rin.”
Of course as a friend I told him to take it easy. But because he’s in love and so into you, he told me, he’s fine and he’s happy just being with you.
I learned that he would fetch you to your office almost everyday, spend weekends with you and fetch you even to your late night till morning gimmicks. I told my friend that you can have your own garden because of the flowers that he gave you. I also told him that there’s no way you’ll going to be stressed out because you have your twice a month spa courtesy of my friend again. Oh by the way, I also told him that he can be a school bus driver just in case he retires. Praktisado sayo kasi.
My friend teased me that I should have been an accountant because I keep on reminding him of his expenses. He would remind me also that this is nothing because he’s in love. That his efforts are nothing compared to that unexplainable feeling whenever he’s with you. Sweet no?
Then after long months of courtship, my friend sort of asked you if you feel the same way for him too. You told him that suddenly you felt that you’re not yet ready for a romantic relationship right now and not ready to commit yet.
Whatever happened to your previous statement? Oh well, of course you have the right to change your mind. But can you please explain why my friend’s sister saw you massaging the back and lap of a friend in a party? What about that particular HHWW in Greenbelt with a friend also? Are you really that friendly? How come my friend was not entitled to that privilege? How come when he attempted to hold your hand, you drove him away? You told him he was taking advantage? Can you tell me what my friend should do so he too can hold your hand? Kulang pa ba efforts nya?
Can you also explain to me that insulting laughter when I asked you to give my friend a chance because he’s really sincere with what he’s feeling for you? You laughed and laughed and told me “problema nya yun di ko naman sinabing ligawan ako ah.” Sabi mo pa, “I’m even being nice to him. I gave him the chance to spend time with me.” Tindi! Lumakas talaga aircon nun pare! I’m thinking maganda ka lang talaga at magaling mambola at magpasakay ng tao. Langya ka.
Now why am I telling you this? Because you know I’m not gorgeous and irresistible as you are but I have been also in your situation. I also have that someone whose willing to exert that much effort. But since I know I don’t feel the same way, as early as possible, I tell the real score. I was honest even if it was tempting to let him in and take advantage. Aayaw ka pa ba nun? Imbes na mag commute at maglakad ka, susunduin ka na lang at de-kotse pa? You get to eat to fab restos and be showered with flowers and gifts, but heck, no way. Di ko ma-take talaga. It’s not that I don’t like them. I do. I’m even telling myself to feel the same way para wala ng problema. Pero di talaga. You can’t fake it. You just can’t. You can’t lead them into something they should believe when you know that it’s not gonna happen. Tao din kasi sila in case you forgot. They get hurt.
And because you hurt him, truly, madly and deeply, you should be called a legitimate user-friendly person. Oh wait, I’ll think first if you’re qualified to be called a person.
ASTIG!!!
Where can u find such a guy?!
That bi-atch... dami nagkalat. I sincerely hope she'll find her match. And when she does... hope she'll feel d same way like d guy she'd hurt, and even feel more hurt that she'd kill herself or go crazy.
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U r truly a good friend, caring for this guy.
Bakit hindi na lang kaya naging kayo???
Hard to find a one-woman-man.
Pero sabi nila "all is fair in love and war."
@>--- Care to be adventurous and leave a mark?
@>--- Back to the Main Road